You can say that I’m living out my dream being here in London. I’m loving my work, loving the cute little place that we struggled to get, although not as much as others we know. We are still experiencing rudeness and lack of service, but both Debbie and myself are begining to accept them. Just got off the phone with Border Immigration, and I just found out that I can’t leave the country for at least six months while I’m applying for permanancy. Well, it looks like I’m going to miss Sarinahs wedding. It also means that we won’t be going to Holand either. How do I feel about all this? Well I’m disappointed but more so for Debbie. She’s the one that was looking forward to seeing everyone again. I guess she can go back by herself. Not sure how she would feel about that. So glad we didn’t book any tickets or anything. So glad that we at least get a chance to go to Germany. In times like these the best thing to do is to accept what you get dealt and make the most of it. Had a good chat to CJ last night about my concerns. I think my thoughts has changed in the last two weeks. There is still things that I may not understand, there might even be things that I have be taught wrong. I have to filter out the opinions from what is truth. I think this is why I try desperately to have a simple faith, similar to Paul’s, “Christ crucified, raised again”. Everything else seems to be debatable, although CJ wants to think that its so simple.

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